Right now

I cry when things really hustle and bustle inside this head.
I have no one to rely on.
But, i believe that i have Allah.
He always there.
I cried because things went damn complicated in life.
Financial crisis, parents, friends and etc.
I learned so much here.
How difficult handling life on your own.
I realised that money did not come from the above sky.
Its also not earn from just anywhere.
You cant buy happiness with penny..
Nonetheless,
Without money, you cant barely feel those happiness.
Its how you handle it. Its how you manage it.
I was not born with silver spoon in my mouth.
Thus, i learned so much to appreciate money when i have it.
Because with it, i always have a silhouette of my parent when i want to crazily spend those money on something unresponsible.
Life may be so easy for them who did not undergone difficulties and struggle in life.
But for me, it such an award.
Thanks Allah for giving me this moment of realising that this things make up most of my life.
My beautiful life.
Hamdallah.😳🌷

What an experience~

Kerana mencari seberkas pengalaman buat pengajaran di masa hadapan itu bukanlah suatu kerja mudah.

Aku mengutip setiap yang ku rasakan berharge menjadi satu titik.
Kemudian.
Titik itu aku tambahkan lagi supaya lebih jelas.Aku mahu supaya titik itu jelas terlihat oleh setiap mata yang menatap.
Itulah aku.Aku mahu setiap pengalaman membentuk diri aku menjadi bulatan yang penuh.Bulatan yang sempurna,jikalau tidak mampu untuk sempurna,cukuplah sekadar hampir sempurna.

Alam ini aku langkah penuh berani.
Meninggalkan peluang yang aku pernah lepaskan dahulu untuk aku gali lagi peluang lain untuk aku kecapi.

Jadi,penting buat aku untuk aku kecapi semua peluang yang tiba dihadapanku.
Bukan setiap hari peluang datang dihadapan pintu bilik G304.

Ok,cukup laah bahase skema buku teks spm 2014.dah lopeh,dah berlalu lamo dlu.Malehh den nak konang sumo perkaro.

Skarang ni,nak cerite pasal hari raya.How did i celebrate eidul fitri here in bintulu?
Ohhh yeaaah~ i bet people akan terlintas dlu dlm kpale,MENANGIS!
Kompemm~~
Hikhik,mmg laaa,da laa bru sem 1,x balik raye pulak tuu,pastu mne laa penah jauh bebenor dr family,tapi xpe~ i try my best jd akak sado 💪heehee

Tapi,well,mmg la nangis,tp mlm raye je ! And its only for 3 minutes👉👈 sbb sedih ibuu buat lakse x post maii bintulu~~ 😄😄
Tawuu permintaan x masuk akal~
Haish 😌😌😌😌

Sungguh,everything did happen with a reason.Ak yang tertinggal tak beraye kat kampung terchenta ni dapat timba baaaaaaanyaaaaaaakkkkk sangaaattt pengalaman baruu.

Who knows kau akan terpilih jd ajk program?? Mmg mule2 jd ajk je,tp lpas tu,ketue kau plak mintak kau gantikan die sbb die sibukk~ who knows?😅
And then,awk jdilaah ketua unit program?!
Pastu nk dijadikan ceghite nye,awk ni daa laa bru masuk,sem 1,pastu kene lead unit program?? Mmg rase mcm nk hantuk kpale sambil menangis laa terkial kial x taw ape nk buat---,---

Tapi,i took that as a challenge,walaupon sekadar utk majlis kecil,tapi,dari sinilah bermule nye perjalanan menjadi seorang y hebat!

Every single things  i did with the helps from everyone,pengarah kak tyra tanntikk,timb.pengarah abg wan baikkk,kak ainn bnyak tolong bg opinion,kak zu tlong bg encouragement,kak sitiii (serius akak tu lawak kelakar sgtt),and very special someone.
Jengjengjeng👏👏👏👏
Ani 😘!!
kalo xde die,mmg hancur daah kpale ni hantuk kt dinding smbil menangis pusing2😭hikhik

Memang!
pertame kali kot buat kerja sendiri semue perkara,bukan laa maksud sorang2 buat kerja,tp kene uruskan sndri program,rangka setiap pertandingan,flow majlis,buat planning itu ini,siapkan all the borang and every single details of the event laa kene buat.
Huh~baru tawuuu ape kerje sebenanye unit program.
Dlu kat skolah,kalo ade event,unit program laa kacang goreng,sume daa ade.Tinggal dtg time program je~
Hahaha 😂😂😂😂

Dan~~
Alhamdulillah,semua berjalan lancar.
Syukur sangat2 semua berjalan seperti yang diinginkan.(walaupun sbenarnye adelah~ adelahh bnde y rahshie.x bole laa share sini,bahaye ~😅😅😅😁)
Heeheeeeheee

That was my incredible moment of hari raye.
Serius cakap.Ini yang paling akan ingat smpai bile2.
Walaupun jauh dari family.
Saye tetap beraye dgn family.
Family Jalinan Lebaran Aidilfitri.
😄😄😄😄

Mereka sangat sporting.
Mereka sangat helpful.
Mereka sangat tidak menghampakan jangkaan sye y first time x balik raye ni.😊

Jauh dilubuk hati ni,saye sayang family JLA 😄

It was a really beautiful moment.
Beautiful and yet will be tremendously hard to forget 😆😆😆.

Alhamdulillah.
Thanks Ya Allah for this oppurtunity.

The Needs

Bile duduk sorang2 ni,everythings just come by and make me think deep sangat~
Pastu tetibe rase teringat kat tut tut~
Pastu tetibe hati ni berlagu bernyanyi riang rie skejap~😄😄😄

Kau yang berada
Jauh di udara
Mengapa tiada khabar berita
Kau
Mengapa sunyi saja
Pagi kau dimana
Siang pun x bersuara

Just now heard from a friend that she had engaged!!
And she just 18!
And aku pon 18 mude belia remaje gituu~

Pastu tetibe terfikir,how come parents die bg permission utk tunang too early?!

Pastu teringat pulak kat si die yang telah direject penulis blog ni akibat out of sudden ajak kawin walaupun bru kenal due minggu!
Dah laaa ajak kawin sebelum fly ke Bintulu nih~
Hailohh,i baru nk bertatih masuk dunia universiti,awak pulak ajak kite kawin.
Sorry ye gentlement,awak memang dah gentle habis saye rase sebab berani ajak saye yang ala2 singa jadian ni kawin,tapi awak terlepas satu step.

You forgot my PARENT!

Saye ok je sebenarnye kalo anyone want me,but first and foremost,terus jumpe mak ayah saye.

Dorang said yes,the light is green,then ill be yours~

Serious,no doubt!!

Know what? Nak bahagie dr awal perkahwinan,the first and upmost important things to think about is the Blessing.
Count your blessing from everybody around your circle.
Especially your mom and abah,but itu pun selepas Allah of course.
Kau x kan dpt rase marriage tu akan utuh kukuh selamenye,if kau neglect ibu ayah punye opinion  mcm tengok stray cat tepi lebuh raye.

Memang kadang2 opinion ibu ayah mcm ala2 kampung giless nasi goreng kampung telur mate satu! Tp, mak abah dah experienced dlu dari kite.

Lagi laaah,dlu2 kawen mne de bercintan cintun maggi cintan satu mamak!
Tapi,their marriage ever lasting beb! Bape tahun?! 20 tahun je,30 tahun je~

Wowww~
Menjerit keluar anak tekak ak mcm niii!😏

Masyaallah!
Jeles tahap elektron di petala terluar kottt~
Sape tak nk mcm tuuuuu?!!
Cakap sikit kat ak sape x nak?! Ak nk debik kasi lebam bam bam sikit kewarasan tuuuu😱😱

Life meant to be cherish dear❤

Melalui perkahwinan kite mampu jugak utk cherish kebahagiaan sepenuh mase,sepenuh rage,sepenuh jiwe😁

Its just how you find your true happiness.

Thats why,from what i have read,the experience of Saiful Nang ,the famous wedding photographer nowadays, die ckp org y kawen simple but nice,penuh dgn kesederhanaan ni y dpt kekal smpai 30-40 tahun.Bkn perkahwinan 2 3 juta tuu~

Jadi,perkahwinan tu sesuatu yang baik,so buat laa dengan sebaiknya,no to abaikan ibu ayah awk,no to expensive wedding and no no to bercintan cintun maggie kari~~

Cukup indah kalo relationship da halal,pastu nk buat ape terserah.
Mak ayah x susah hati,kau x berdosa,ak? X sakit jiwe of kos.😘😍😄

So,to people y terbace blog ni dan rse mcm gatai nk kawen tu,truskan la niat tu,tp please mention kat ibu ayah dlu ok.
Ask their opinion first,then bru make a move to another level.

😘😘😘😘😘
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Reality Bites

Im not sure if people do actually realise that our life is totally reprimanded.

The purpose of living in this world nowadays referring to money and certificates.Positions and wealth! Prosperity and luxury.Materials and belongings.Where on earth will love,happiness,joyful should be placed?!

Is there any blank space left to be filled with those?

Parent nowadays are killing their children in silence.I know that without a penny ,life will be nothing.You could never buy games,outfits or even feed your children.You could not ease your family.You do feel that you are in the state of failing in adjusting your family needs.You do also depressed and in total misery.

Yeah~ i know you did feel that way eventhough deep in your mind,you are denying this.

Why are you being such in that sufferable condition? What have you done in your previous life? How do you manage your life? How could your family being so terrible? How may your wife left you? What happen to your daughter? Is that your son being arrested yesterday?

The family went so wrong and yet,who need to be blame?

Whose fault is this?Who need to take the responsibilty? Is it the person need to be blame? Or,the life they undergone? Or the decision they made? Or,else? Or everything?!

The reprimand of life.Who let this happen? Who made this happen? Who?!

The only answer is The Almighty God,Allah.He did,since forever, already  gave the guideline to all His servants.But,who took that? Who manage to realise that? Who really did the way He wanted too.

Its just no one.Maybe there is one,but severely.A very least number.Its too little number of mankind population who actually did like Allah ought to.Thats was the vital,yet essential core of living.The Qoran.The Light.The Syifa'.The Guidance.The Everythings.

To have and to cherish any good things in life,dont just leave Qoran.

Read it precisely,understand and do accordingly. Do understand it the way it should.Please do not just read, mind to work over it.

The result in the end of the day will place you at ease,will disappear your misery,will let you no fear to enemy and upmost essential,your life will be count with blessing.

Lack of money will never be a burden.Broken family will not knock your door.Misery and stress will not bump into you anymore.

The Almighty Allah will place your path at ease.Its His promise! Really!

Thus,stop living life reprimanded by other people.Live with love and be happy.You are not their servant,you are Allah's soldiers.

Keep it in mind and walk through the life lane with faith to HIM.

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He gave the sun,so

Enjoy the sunny day

Should be Great.

Everyone do actually have things and opinion to express,to let the whole world know.
But,not everyone have some courage to just fine to express it.

"Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder"

For me,i was an INTROVERT actually.
I know nothing how to project myself into the crowd.I was a coward and of course, a silencer! As if that word actually EXIST!

But, now,is the new me.
I hate being such scaredy-cat anymore! I want the whole world to hear me, see me,accept me for who i am.Enough of my bored years living! Nowadays and future soon need to brings piles of happiness and tons of laughter.I want to cherish the life to upheaval. I want to grab the chances and opportunity.

LIFE meant to be great~

MY LIFE will be tremendously full of blast!!

We'll see some day;)