Right now

I cry when things really hustle and bustle inside this head.
I have no one to rely on.
But, i believe that i have Allah.
He always there.
I cried because things went damn complicated in life.
Financial crisis, parents, friends and etc.
I learned so much here.
How difficult handling life on your own.
I realised that money did not come from the above sky.
Its also not earn from just anywhere.
You cant buy happiness with penny..
Nonetheless,
Without money, you cant barely feel those happiness.
Its how you handle it. Its how you manage it.
I was not born with silver spoon in my mouth.
Thus, i learned so much to appreciate money when i have it.
Because with it, i always have a silhouette of my parent when i want to crazily spend those money on something unresponsible.
Life may be so easy for them who did not undergone difficulties and struggle in life.
But for me, it such an award.
Thanks Allah for giving me this moment of realising that this things make up most of my life.
My beautiful life.
Hamdallah.😳🌷